se busca: me time

i spent all of yesterday thinking to myself,
leisha, you spend all of your time listening to others' problems, issues, moans and groans
what about you?
what about what's going in your life?
don't you think some "you" time should be in order?

well, of course it should be in order,
and just as i thought i'd take some,
a huge issue came up that called on responsibility as both a friend and ra
and
then another
and
what would you know,
another until about 2am or after.

so much for that me time, i thought
maybe another day
but then again
maybe not
maybe this is how it'll always be
but then again
i've put myself into these positions, havent i?
if these people don't have me to talk to, to whom else will they turn? and will those people really care?

so it remains that i still want me time, i still crave me time,
but
maybe it'll just have to keep waiting
and waiting
and waiting
and