i don't want to do it, but i think i have to

i need to drop a class. i have to drop a class. i'm not sure which sentence is correct, but either way, it's something that has to be done. i'm not happy with it. the only class i can technically afford to rid of is a class i absolutely adore (as i adore every single one of my classes this semester!), but it's outside the realms of spanish, ed, and phil/rel and for that reason... it can technically take the boot. i hate this. i wanted each of my classes. but this is the first night i will have been to bed before 4:30 or 5 am in a week... a few of those nights being sleepless... i've got to have more time for life... outside of classes... two jobs... clubs and step team... looking at after-college stuff... social life (yes, one that really exists and probably now more than ever before... ra... oh yeah, honor's program which i haven't even gotten to begin thinking about... i don't want to drop a class, but i think i just absolutely have to.

tonight: if i can get more than 5 hrs of sleep, i'll be a very happy person tomorrow (if i'm not sick by that time).

when did this become me?