i'm not sure

is there something bigger out there for me--
bigger than guatemala,
bigger than argentina,
bigger than peru?

of course i'm referring to being a YAV after i graduate--
and i never thought i'd be asking myself this (and i think it's more-so because of a long-standing obsession with a language more than anything else, not a disinterest in other cultures or peoples or lands),
but--
what about kenya?
what about hungary?
what about ireland?
what about the philippines?
and, as it's been rather heavy on my mind and heart this past week,
what about india?