still a good, good day, but

i need to consciously refuse to be owned by another being, and to remember that refusal in my mind, and to not compromise it. i hate feeling owned. it's got to stop.

it's still a good, good day, but i had to get the thought out from the back of my mind. sort of my release for the day, for the week. and now, i feel much better (at least, i think i do... we'll see).