affair

i will admit that i have been having a slight affair with my old lover, xanga, and that might be a bit of a reason why i haven't blogged much lately.

on the other hand, finals time is here, and i've got six different finals to attend. yeah. i'd really rather not.

this evening i found myself color-coding all of the shirts in my closet simply for the sake of doing something--anything-- besides studying or writing papers. it was wonderful. my closet looks great, but i'm not so sure it's gotten me anywhere near where i need to be.

i've been thinking a ton about my upcoming travels. and God stuff. and life in general i suppose. have been craving arizona a bit (a flight to az in august would be about 300... ugh). have been curious as to why in the world it feels like winter in the res halls, and i have to escape to the forum in order to feel at least a tiny bit of heat. guess it doesn't matter that summer's almost here. geesh. iowa. i am very blessed, however, to have covers on my bed and a roof over my head (hey, i'm a poet and didn't know it) at all times. i never do forget that.

have gone on an itunes downloading escapade tonight. itunes music store never works much for me anymore so when it worked today, i said "carpe diem" and went at it. bebo norman. michael w. smith. steven curtis chapman. kj-52. jump5. olivia. relient k. all very good stuff.

hmmm... this paper doesn't seem to be going anywhere. outta here.