office of financial assistance

i don't think i like walking into the office of financial assistance here at bvu. the people there... scare me. not to mention that they all deal with numbers and money, both of which can appear to be very scary to some people. they definitely appear scary to me. and then take for instance when i walk in there knowing what i'm talking about... which does happen, believe it or not... they treat me like i don't... and so while there might be friendly hello's at the beginning of a visit, there definitely aren't at the end of a visit. the mean financial assistance people are more like "ahhhhh she's leaving" and i'm more like "ahhhhhh i can leave." and then i leave, dreading the fact that i'll probably have to visit again sometime, and it's not very likely that many of them will have dropped off the face of the planet and gotten a nicer replacement by the time i return. *sigh* if only it weren't this office. i mean, i tend to have to visit there the most, especially recently. many questions. they basically control what amount of money my parents and i end have to pay them. and w/ this study abroad stuff. and loan stuff. and trying to milk it for all it's worth. geesh. *headache* ok. deep breath. it'll all be ok.

and now i shall write the many papers that i've been putting off for a couple of weeks. by tomorrow and friday. wheeeeeee! last two days of classes, hooooahhhhh!


p.s. andy, did you get your paper done???