bridesmaid

so... my cousin asked me to be a bridesmaid at her wedding on october 22. how awesome is that!?

and... i'll be studying abroad from the end of august until mid-december. how NOT awesome is that!?

talk about upsetting. not only missing the wedding of a cousin whom i'm pretty close to, but not being able to be her bridesmaid (especially when she was really, really hoping i could be one!). she has the dress picked out and everything. if only i could clone myself so i could be in two places at once!